Thursday, November 20, 2014

The Story to Start them All

I feel the need to share with people how I got to the place I am.  How I became OK with accepting my sexuality and what pushed me to take charge of myself in the bedroom…or kitchen…or stairs.  With that in mind, here I go.

I was a little lost.  I didn't want anyone else to try and fuck me, I didn't want anyone to want me.  I am a fiercely independent woman and lived alone, and before facing yet another night alone at my house, I asked a few co-workers for drinks.  Of course they obliged and we made plans to go to a super trendy restaurant bar downtown.  It felt good not needing to text anyone to let them know where I was or what I doing and as most nights go, drinks turned into shooters and shooters led to me getting a little more than tipsy.  My flirtatious side started to surface.  I teased a guy I worked with by pinching his nipples and play slapping his face.  Never would I consider sleeping with him; he was younger - my age - and in my previous experience with younger men, I knew that it could only be mediocre sex.  I am never interested in mediocre sex.  Earlier, when I was complaining about needing a sex buddy to a co worker, she pointed at this guy and said “there you go!”  I giggled and said “I think I would destroy him.”  Well, that was NOT the case.

After a solid 5 hours of drinking 3 of us headed back to his place to  have a toke (after all I am Canadian!).  Some sturdy  doubles and  shooters can do a lot on a girl and after smoking some of the green, I needed a cat nap.  I went to his bedroom , took of my pants (why do people wear those anyways!) and feel asleep in his bed.

I have no idea how much time had passed before I was woken awake by his hand cracking down on my ass.  He looked at me with pure animal rage and growled “Are you ready to be destroyed?”  I really had no time to collect myself or figure out what was happening because at that moment he took control of me.  Kissing my lips hard, grabbing a fist full of hair and snapping my neck back he nipped my neck  hard enough to make me lose my breathe.  I was into this…I could play this game.
He pinned my hands down over my head, his free hand grabbed my large breast.  Hard.  Forceful.  I was taken aback by this guy, I underestimated him.  I could feel the sexual energy coursing through this body and into mine, and knew I was in for a treat.  He devoured all of me.  He licked my clit with such intensity and fingered my pussy until I squirted all over his face.  I may enjoy taking everything I can from a man, but I equally enjoy giving it back.  I made sure to blow his mind with my mouth.  I shoved his hard big cock deep in my mouth and deep in my throat.  I took all of him in my mouth and sucked hard.  Every bit of detail and attentiveness he gave to my pussy, I wanted to return to his cock.  He needed to know how much I enjoyed him taking control of body.

When he was close to cumming, he threw me down, pulled out a condom and put it on.  He thrust hard into me and made me cry out.  My body was tingling - he fucked me so hard and so good.  He wouldn't stop, he would just pound me as deep as he could get.  He held me down and wasn’t scared to push my limits, he made me cum over and over.  When he needed a break, I would take my turn sucking his cock.  When he got his strength he would fuck me again.  This went on for over 3 hours.  Bliss.  Heaven.  This is exactly what I needed to make me realize amazing sex was still out there.  A REALLY good fuck.

I can do everything else myself; pay bills, cook, clean, buy myself things.  But I just can’t fuck myself like someone who reads my body like he does.  Trust me, it gets better…MUCH better.  If this was the first time, imagine what years of building something has become.  I’ll share more, as long as you promise to read.


Take care my sexies xoxoxxx

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